Secrets of the Desert Place
Have you found yourself in a place where you never thought you would be, doing things you never thought you would do, searching for something you never thought you would lose? Aching with the empty of it, knowing there is something more? Welcome to the desert place, a place where there are more questions than answers, a place where the out is discovered only by going through.
We know from the story of Hagar in Genesis chapters 16 and 21 that God sees us in our desert places. What if God not only sees us in the desert, but what if He is the one who leads us there? What if the ache for something more is the evidence that we were designed for something more?
The book of Exodus tells the story of the Hebrew people being led from bondage out of Egypt. Their destination is Canaan, a land of abundance, the land promised to the descendants of Abraham by God. But first God routes them through a long trek in the desert.
Why would a loving God lead His people a roundabout way through the desert? And what does this story reveal about God and why He leads us into desert places?
Following the famine that brought Jacob and his sons into Egypt 400 years earlier, the Hebrew people established themselves in Egypt. They flourished in this land such that the Egyptians were fearful (Exodus 1:9-10) and so the Egyptian king enslaved them. God’s people cry out to God for their freedom. “Their cry for rescue from slavery came up to God. And God heard their groaning, and God remembered His covenant He had made with Abraham” (Exodus 2:23-24). God brings them out of Egypt under the leadership of Moses.
Imagine the anticipation as the people prepare to leave Egypt. They have experienced the plagues brought on the Egyptians, they know the promise of land through Abraham, and their desire is for freedom. What they discover when they leave is that a vast wasteland lies between where they are and where they are going. A wasteland, a desert place where provision is scarce. God keeps them in this wasteland for forty years. Why does He leave them in this wasteland for so long? As they encounter one obstacle after another they face the reality that their survival is dependent upon the provision of God, the mercy of God, the grace of God, and their obedience to His direction. He sends the Hebrew people to the desert place to redirect them, rebuild them and to reveal to them who He is.
If God sends us into a desert place it is because He has chosen us with the intent of bringing us into freedom. Are we enslaved by another people group? Unlikely. Our enslavement comes from our choices, our motives, our need to be accepted or perceived in a certain way, our preoccupation with temporal things. God longs to bring us freedom from ourselves so we can be ourselves, so we can be who He created each of us to be. And while our response may be dismay or anxiety as our distractions cease to be distractions, as our self-sufficiency is no longer sufficient, He is bringing us about face to a life changing work. The only way through the desert, is to go through the desert. Go through, let Him lead you. Let Him be your provision (Exodus 15-17), your guide by day and by night (Exodus 13), let Him speak to you (Exodus 3-4, 20), nurture you (Genesis 16), let Him reveal to you His glory (Exodus 34). Let Him make you His person.
The journey of Moses and the Hebrew people reveal what to expect when we find ourselves in a desert place.
- Expect it to be uncomfortable. It is intentionally sparse such that our focus is on God.
- Expect to hear from God (Exodus 3-4)
- Expect to ask God hard questions (Exodus 4)
- Expect to see God (Exodus 24)
- Expect God to guide you by (Exodus 13-14) opening doors and shutting doors. (Perhaps God allowed the Red Sea to close quickly not just to keep the Hebrew people from being overtaken by the Egyptian army. Perhaps He quickly closed the Red Sea so the Hebrew people would not go back to Egypt.)
- Expect God to be your provision (Exodus 15, 16, 17)
- Expect God to keep you there until you are ready (by His assessment) to leave.
- Expect God to prepare you for what He has prepared for you.
If in this season, you find yourself in a desert place, lean in close and move through. God is working on you. When the God of the universe has His mind on you to do a work, be still and let Him work (Psalm 46:10). Choose the difficult way. On the other side of this desert place, you will marvel at how He brought you through under His provision, His mercy, His grace and His direction. On the other side of this desert place, you will marvel at Him and the work He has done for you (and in you!).
“God takes everyone He loves through a desert. It is His cure for our wandering hearts, restlessly searching for a new Eden.”
— Paul E. Miller
10 Comments
Lori
So true, God desires for us to be close to Him. Often it is I who is absent from Him. During the most difficult times, it was then I was aware of His precense and heard from God. If we only let him still the noise, so we can hear Him. The dry, lonely desert is where we become solely dependent on Him. Thank you for your blog ministry, I need to go read Exodus again. For He promises He will “provide water in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland” to His chosen.
Isaiah 43:20 NIV
Astraley2020
Thank you Lori! Yes, God is certainly near in our toughest times. He is so faithful to see us through to the other side. Yes! God back to Exodus and maybe a quick turn in Hosea. Both give us a glimpse as to how far He will go to bring us home.
Blessings –
Rick
Great undstanding of the value of the desert experience. I particularly appreciated your list of “Expectations” of the desert. They frame the the purpose, even necessity of the desert. As I read I was reminded that the Holy Spirit led Jesus into the desert then to Calvary. It all has a purpose in our journey to God. But we need these reminders to give us hope through our desert wandering and a vision of our destination.
Thank you for your insights.
Astraley2020
Thank you – I thought of Jesus and Joshua, Joseph, Paul…I guess we shouldn’t be surprised to take a turn in the same space.
Laura
Oh, thank you for this! Even as I journey through the book of Genesis this year, this is so timely! Reading Genesis 17 and 18 this week and I see God as a Provider and Preserver. When He speaks, “I will…” surely it will come to fruition! How great is our God!!
I was listening to the story of Adoniram Judson this morning. It wasn’t until after he was in utter despair and darkness that fruit began to grow in the land of Burma. It reminded me of you Amy. God is bearing fruit from the darkness you walked through…or we can call it the dessert. 🙂
Astraley2020
Yes, it definitely goes along with Genesis!
Jana
Amy this is so beautiful. I loved every word and have felt this same experience.
Amy
Thank you Jana for taking time to read it and comment!
Denise
I am SO glad Jana shared this post! This is my first time on your blog, but I will be back! Your words are so comforting, so full of light and hope and truth. I loved your list of expectations! Especially “God will prepare you for what He has prepared for you!” That has actually been a prayer of mine the last few months, and one day a few weeks ago, He whispered, “I am”! I also loved “the out is discovered only by going through.” So true! How we drag our heels and beg to be lifted out like God is dangling a rope on a helicopter, when what God wants to be is a snowplow, clearing the way in the wilderness! Thank you for your obedience to write what He gives you!
Amy
Denise – thank you so much for your encouraging words.
I have prayed that as well, to be prepared. I had no idea what that could entail, but He has certainly been faithful to that prayer in ways I could not have imagined.
I love your word picture about the snow plow! Yes! That is it exactly.
Thank you for taking time to share your thoughts.